First of all what the hell is this image. I also want to welcome you back to my blog ( Nick). I am sure you probably are somewhat tired of hearing me between here and the podcast but hopefully if nothing else you got some sort of s0lace or a laugh or two throughout the journey. Why this page you say? I have had pages in the past that is true, obviously live has thrown me a curve balls. The past 3-5 years have been a whirlwind for me of a lot of negatives, but I have turned most of those into a positive, so go me. It has been a little weird shutting some people out of my life partly to protect them. For those who dont already know I am now/ have been officially half blind for almost three years now. In order to make sure no one got drug into my bs I just kept it a secret from those I was able to keep it a secret from. I have began to post somewhat on facebook with an eye patch and did a podcast where I just outright said it. I am not sure how much of an audience those reach and its not like its the most important thing thats happened. There are definitely more important things out there but if youve managed to get to this blog and didnt yet know then there ya go. I will just leave it at that, I am not going to go into specifics of how it happened or why, but it is definitely confirmed to never get any better and the eye patch and glasses is meant to stop migraines and from the other eye being blurry because it is trying to focus and make up for the lack of the right. This blog wasnt even meant to be about this but here we are. To bring it back around there are plenty of things I have wanted to do for a long time. I now have managed to overcome quite a bit to get where I am and the podcast, streaming, website are all things I have passion for among many others and will do what I can to hopefully make it a successful venture. I do have other projects in the works, I hope to be doing more and more moving forward. I consider myself to be a decently funny person and quick witted so I hope to make a go at all these different mediums. Some people will probably think I am crazy but no one succeeds at things they never try. If all i end up with is a bunch of memories then I will take that. Also if I have been relatively quiet and distant these past couple years there is a good chance I was making sure you werent being pulled into things you likely didnt want to be. In good news the "old me" is back but I feel like I have done my best to improve myself as a person, worker, friend, family and have hit my stride. I am still not done chasing my dreams and have no intentions of slowing down. My next goal, which i will put into writing because I refuse to not succeed is to lose weight, I plan to lose 150 lbs and will do everything I can to make it happen. I have managed to be victorious in other battles its time to tackle the one that has been evading me most of my life. I will be back for some more thoughts soon and provide updates on the journey and new projects. Also never managed to finish the thought that I let others and things to get in the way and its just me and my path and my motivation is the highest its ever been and I am ready to win!